#g:taboo

and yes you are a crazy one MC, if you’ve been reading this series since day one you’d know our girl here is in a very uncomfortable and unfortunate situation trying to save her long-term relationship with her boyfriend Minho while having the devil incarnate Taehyung around her testing her loyalty and resolve through and through.

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I don’t think I wrote something for chapter two but that part of the story was crucial for you to see the side of Minho, the side that MC failed to see/acknowledge because she was blindly in love with him, as mentioned before he was master manipulator he knows how to play his cards well in order for people around him to bend to his will and give him what he wants and that was proven when MC decided to make things right by talking to him, ask him what’s going on and prove that what Taehyung told her wasn’t true, that he wasn’t cheating on her and I honestly believe he wouldn’t do that, it’s just Tae shamelessly feeding the two poisonous thoughts so they’d end up separating so he could pursue MC because he always knew that they’re the ones meant to be together. she was made for him as he was made for her.

so long story short Minho spilled the truth and told her he knew everything about the abortion and asked her a lot of whys? actually i’d do the same if I was him, even if she’s not ready it’s just right to let your partner know that you’re having a child together, then you make a decision and let them know that this is what you want to do, what you think is best for you, hiding things like this only feed minds with unpleasant thoughts which made it very easy for Taehyung to plant seeds of doubt by telling the kid might not be Minho’s that’s why she didn’t have the heart to tell him of her plans. but surprise surprise if you thought it was such a sweet moment that the lovers reconciled I viewed it as Minho using the opportunity to pin her down and clip her wings, I truly pity her for not having the voice to tell what she truly feels because Minho was comfortable, they’ve been together for so long it only made sense that they marry eventually even if it wasn’t what she wanted, it was so painful to watch her slowly die on the inside, but also frustrating to know that she was also falling for the wrong guy.

she wanted Taehyung probably because he was similar but also different from his twin, he gave her the attention she wanted, he made her feel things she can’t remember getting from her lover, things were wild when they all got together under one roof, everything escalated quickly and the next thing that happened Minho and MC got engaged and it only put more sinister thoughts in Taehyung’s head he didn’t act out immediately but he had plans, MC added fuel to the fire by wanting to know directly from Tae whether he had feelings for her and then everything just went downhill and he was gone the next day (scenario was wild because MC what are you doing honey?? you okay? please stop playing with fire). 

if you’ll re-read from the start you’ll know that MC here is equally manipulative in a way because of what she’s done to Taehyung, sigh everyone’s just wicked in a sense so here they are MC and Minho back together and planning their wedding and Taehyung found someone new to plaster his broken heart, poor new girl for being dragged into this mess, Tae exactly knew how to push MC’s buttons, time may seem like it wasn’t on his side but it only proved him that his patience even though it was testing him was what he needed and true enough it brought MC to his studio way too many times and waiting for her to go away made her yearn for him more and then they meet again and here goes our MC falling into another trap by Taehyung, she really needs someone to guide her jghaksjdgdfhgkd I was kinda happy that she’s finally being true to herself and accepting it’s Taehyung she wants and she will get him no matter what even if it means breaking Minho and Yumi’s hearts, but just when you thought everything would go smoothly MC wandered around and saw the photos that proved she’s been stalked and put two and two together that Taehyung’s feeling were true but also creepy and she needed to get away from him before all hell breaks lose, but unfortunately for her she ran out of time and who know what’ll happen next, idk if she’ll be kept hidden somewhere or if Taehyung would go to Minho and ruin MC then they’ll be together idk there are so many possible scenarios in my head rn but all I know is MC is regretting everything at the moment and if she could go back she would probably never ask for Minho’s number when he saved her.

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I didn’t know what to expect when I clicked the notification that obi posted a new story on ao3, I saw the tags and I knew this would be an interesting story and it was... fuck ~ this scared me so much because jimin was the horror villain I was exactly avoiding for years and years...

so the story starts with Seokjin, Taehyung, and Namjoon (the holy trinity), Jin and Taehyung are officers handling the string of murders happening in their area and Namjoon was MC’s attending psychiatrist she was diagnosed with insomnia, manic depression, and anxiety and she also claims to know who’s behind the killings that the officers can’t seem to find.

let’s do this quickly (a lie ig hjskafhkjas) since this is a quick read, MC claims that the man behind Min Yoongi’s death was Park Jimin her former lover, she doesn’t have any solid evidence because there wasn’t anything left behind on Yoongi’s apartment but she’s certain it was Jimin because he took her to his apartment to show her his dead body. all I could think of reading those lines was man this is fucked up, but before the murders happened Jimin was the perfect boyfriend he was all about MC, he was everything a girl could ever ask for, he paid attention and knows everything about her but little did she know that it wasn’t cute that he knows everything, it was creepy, he became obsessed the longer they were together or maybe he was just good at flattering her and hiding his true nature making her see him as a doting boyfriend instead of an obsessed creep who wants her all for himself.

why did Yoongi had to die? because Jimin was right he was romantically (maybe sexually) interested in MC and he won’t allow him near her, Jimin was crazy for lashing out and and forcing her to show everyone she belonged to him thru public sex - Jimin lost it, he was far too gone, far too obsessed and that’s when the string of murders started, first off he got rid of Yoongi followed by a few people who meddled with their “relationship” all of them had to go, no one can ever take her away from Jimin, she belonged to her.

I highly suggest you check all tags and warnings that comes with this story because this isn’t for people who get easily triggered by dark and taboo themed stories.

tbh I haven’t read a lot of dark-themed stories with Jin as the lead so finding this one on ao3 was definitely a blessing but I’m ngl this scared me because his mind is filled with dark desires for MC and if you’re an immersive reader like me you will feel torn because you have an idea of how sick his mind is, how sadistic his fantasies are, how stomach-churning his actions were and more yet he’s also someone who’s part of your life who you wanted to save and protect from loneliness, you were his salvation, you’re the object of his affection but unbeknownst to you this affection he holds for you is the same thing that fuels his desire to own you and end you at the same time.

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honestly, CAKE Seokjin is a very interesting character, he is a mystery, how he turned that way we’ll never know for it felt like things happened overnight, the bright boy becoming shy and consumed by dark curiosity at a young age. he was also bullied but he never really cared until MC entered his life and it was flipped, he started to smile again, his life much happier with her presence, she was the light of his life oh god I’m having goosebumps trying to recall every thought Jin had he was sweet and dark at the same time it’s tearing me to pieces.

I had moments where I keep forgetting that he’s got a mad mind because there are times where he’ll seem like a normal lovestruck guy until his dark thoughts come crawling back, I enjoyed it whenever they talk/interact, their cute text exchange where both of them were giddy because they like each other but on different levels, Jin was fantasizing about MC because it gives him pleasure (immerse and enjoy his sinful thoughts for MC + their quick dinner date, the walk home, the hug, the kiss, it will make you lose your mind and fall for him in a heartbeat only to take it back because he is insane), and MC was just there thinking of how to respond to his sudden invite the contrast between them is so painfully obvious but again this is Seokjin so he will charm the hell out of you.

this is a really dark on-going series and I believe we’ll get to know more about what will happen once the sleepover happens and if Jin will act on his need to have her, take her because she was God’s gift to him. would God really give him someone like her? I really wanna talk more about this but you know I’ll end up spilling everything and also there are so many possibilities in the future chapters that’s playing in my head, what if it’s the end or what if she turns the tables and make Jin change his mind? or what if she succumbs to his dark fantasies and be one with him and be the girl he’s always dreamed of, doing anything and everything with him?

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now this is mostly in Jimin’s perspective as a priest on how hard he fought not to give in to the desires of his weak flesh, from the moment he laid eyes on her he was already lured into Satan’s trap, she may look like an angel but she reeks of temptation, luring the poor priest into allowing unholy thoughts brew in his mind. this focuses on about 3/4 of Jimin’s struggle and fight against his carnal desires, it doesn’t help at all that she’s so innocent and always kind towards him which makes him weak because part of him aches to dominate her, he shouldn’t think of dirty thoughts but he’s only human, a mortal capable of committing sins even if he already committed himself into serving and giving his life to God. this might feel a little dragging to some but we got to remember their roles in the catholic community and the holy house they live in, fast forward to a few events to the beach where his lust grew tenfold, the confession that made him want to know more about her own secrets, her clandestine dreams she carefully shared as guilt was equally eating her away.