This new medication is kicking my ass
I have a severe case of A.D.D.. A.D.D. (Attention Deficit Disorder) causes an excess of dopamine in the brain, making the individual airheaded or causing non-attentiveness.
When I was a little kid, I started out taking small doses of aderall every day yo help. As time went by, we upped the milligrams in the pills. During sixth or seventh grade, I stopped having symptoms of A.D.D. altogether. My parents thought I grew out of it.
Fastforward three years later to the present time, my parents can’t take me being a dunderhead anymore so I got put back on my medication. Only this time, it’s twice as potent. Aderal makes me stop eating and within the first two weeks of taking it, I lose the ability to fucking go to sleep on my normal schedule.
Normally I’m a really big eater. But today the only things I ate were a tortilla and a sandwich. My mom forced me to eat the sandwich though.
Usually I’m in bed by nine thirty. Tonight I lay in my bed as its currently 12:33 a.m.
I almost forgot this next part, too. Aderal makes your lips feel dry, so I have to carry lip balm everywhere I go so I don’t get chapped lips.
I hope it gets better fast, I really do. I am not a very happy tired person, and I’m losing weight fast.
I just need someone to talk to when I can’t sleep. Just somebody to chat with until I drift off into another world. Is that too much to ask?