Dec 11, 2025
Part of me is screaming "EVERYTHING FUCKING SUCKS!!!" And the other part is like buddy you are sitting by yourself in your room. You're painting and listening to 5sos. What more could I want.
#a buddy#I've been achingly lonely but I realize it's probably from a need to spend time by myself#and like. remain present instead of zoning out or blindly consuming media#I keep having to remind myself that media consumption isn't actually a hobby. but it's how I spend so much time#personal#maybe everything does suck. how can I fix that?
