I couldn't tell you how many of those fuckers, i became close friends with, i would hangout with, every fucking kind, everyone, just to get my fix. i have done it all. i grew up with a good friend of mine, she fell in love with me, told me one afternoon, after the cheesecake factory. we dated but she was to dirty for me, after some time i grew apart. Italian, African American, real drug addict, real clever, never understood how she could still keep it all together, maybe because her dad was a multi millionaire. i have many story with this broad but she was my best friend growing up, anyways shes OD of Fetynal probably more then 5 times she told me 5. Crazy world man. crazy how addiction is just the absolute worst demon, she had worse then i did, all i need is that treat nothing else. not anymore. why because i don't need that much to be happy. to feel happy, i don't need anything, but i need nature, to work with me here. true authentic nature. its to much to tell all of these tails.














