LXXIX: COMM 321
I’m currently sitting in a building at school, it’s kind of awkward just typing on tumblr lol what the fuck am I doing. Anyway I seemed to have so much trouble last month accommodating the new year, I was supposed to start this year out with a bang and continue forth but it felt like I just stayed in the same spot, took two steps back even. I’m slowly beginning to rise my morale once again though so things seem to be looking up for me which is great. I still feel like there’s something missing in my life or I’m just being a little hard-headed like always. But my communications class has me thinking, I swear my professor is secretly trying to be a public speaking therapist. But she showed us this video about shame, fear, worthiness and vulnerability. Basically the speaker in the video talks about how it’s that vulnerability that’s the biggest part in worthiness. It’s that vulnerability that allows people to either be outgoing and loving and caring or be closed off to the world. And I have yet to let that go and just put my trust in people and allow myself to be hurt. I don’t know I can’t think well, there’s too much noise around me. I have to get to class soon, astronomy here I come.
