#8.16.24

8 - (1 * 6) = 2 = √4

Also:

(8 + 1 - 6)! = 2 + 4

Also:

i want to validate your feelings, and you have the right to have them. but i can’t do the mental gymnastics that would make that make sense to me.

YOU caused violence against me. and you don’t know if you can stay around my life cause people know the truth? because I HAD to tell people the truth when you burned our lives down and caused violence and abandoned me.

you say people don’t know what “we both” went though regarding aggression. to say something like that is crazy to me because no matter what i did, i NEVER hit you. i never deserved for you to cause violence against me. so there’s really no story to tell of what “we both” went though, but if you need to tell yourself that to sleep at night i hope you work through that

nothing i’ve said or done will ever make it okay for you to have caused violence against me. nothing. and i validate how painful it must be to own up to your actions, but i wont validate a story that implies that i deserved for my partner to hurt me. i won’t because i have never deserved that and i never will.

i will take ownership for how i communicated and for the style of communication i allowed to occur in our relationship but i wont say i deserved your violence. i never will believe that’s true.

so if legitimately, you don’t want to speak of work on things with me because the truth hurts, i can’t help you.

if you make poor decisions this weekend cause you don’t want to own up to your feelings, i can’t support you.

i still want our family to work, but truthfully this situation hasn’t been fair to me since the beginning and it only seems more unfair when you say things like this.