#6394

Clearing out my camera rol 6394/?

#6394#百代の過客#2016年 #monthbymonth #cgart https://www.instagram.com/p/CC4Mq8FH0jL/?igshid=1v28pqansanxl

Dear ex boyfriend, As crazy as it sounds in an apology I wanted to break up with you I was being a crazy bitch on purpose hoping you would break up with me but when you didn’t I broke up with you. I needed this break up to happen because I was and still am going through a hard time right now and it was really tough to Skype you when my fucking demonic grandmother wants there to be legitimately no noise in the house. Between dealing with her, dealing with my parents, dealing with school, dealing with depression and anxiety, I didn’t have enough room for a boyfriend. I know that’s a really lame excuse but it’s true. I pushed you away and I know how bad I made you feel but you have to believe me when I say those things that I did I know are wrong now and I should have just told you the truth because I knew you would understand and just lay low for a bit or something but I wasn’t in the right state of mind so I pretended I was mad when I wasn’t and acted like a jerk and I’m really sorry I really am and I know how sick it is to want you back now after what I did but I do and I know you don’t see me that way anymore but I really just want you in the most desperate way possible. Please forgive me.