keimt die saat ins leben

und reproduziert sich als

selbstzweck

I’ve been feeling pretty blahh lately. Mostly it’s because of the allergy meds; my allergies are soooo bad. Summer SHOULD be my favorite season, but I can never seem to enjoy it smh. But even though the meds work, it makes my mind super clouded and it’s really hard to do like energy work and stuff. So I’ve been kind of battling it out with that.

Also. I support the BLM movement and all of the protests, and I agree with all of the sentiments behind them and I’m glad that they are going on. That being said, I just don’t have the mental space right now to be following it anymore. My mental health has been struggling lately as it is; but all of the news and stuff associated with it carries such powerful negative energies. I can’t afford to be involved with it anymore right now. I’ve been cleansing my dash a little bit, so if I ended up unfollowing you, I’m sorry but now hard feelings.

In other news, I think I’m going to start making sigils. I’ve known about them, but I never really got into them. But I recognize that it’s actually something that can be done when I’m running low on spoons. Furthermore, I’m trying to shed my somewhat stubborn and pretentious attitude of trying to do everything myself with pure energy work. I’m literally working so much harder when I don’t need to. Anyways, I’m 100% confident that they will work; after all, sigils is just basic energy work. I’m going to experiment with a couple different methods and see which one works best for me.

So an update on the deity. I’m still unsure as to who she is. But... I’m continuing to get images, and signs of them. Lately, I’m feeling really called to like colder, darker weather. Frozen tundras and such; basically Iceland. I think I feel them when I think of runes too. I’m about 85% sure that they are of Norse origin. But I need to do some more research into it. Hopefully I get an answer from them soon. 

Hmm... I think that’s it for now. This is my last week of school - finally! I’ve been so busy and it’s been hard to manage school with everything else. My summer break is like 3 months long; so I’ll have lots of time to do things and explore more spiritual stuff.

I hope that everyone has a good day.

der urkeim ist rätsel

so wie der knall

erschreckt

aber der urknall

schrecken ist

leben keimt

der keim keimt

die frage keimt

immerhin ist auf josef bierbichler verlass

der steht wie eine eins

aber

keim