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For my birthday I had fun and also had a meltdown on the ferris wheel 👍

Some more vol 23 panels that were not blank but were nonetheless changed

I'm having a bad time at the writing. Sentences

as a teenager I had a huge crush on Hank Green that led to me seeing a video of him in a dress and makeup lipsyncing to Never Gonna Give You up and then I realised I found him more attractive dressed as a woman and I think that's what kickstarted my journey towards figuring out that I was actually bisexual. thanks Hank

I can't believe I used to do nothing and I had nothing irl but survival. Just surviving. And there was no way out in view. But a chance at change opened up when I fell to the bottom. I had nothing to lose so I took it. I dove into the novelty of falling in love and ignoring all rationality.

This was one of the only two rides I felt secure on but it was also the most intense and I wanted off. I nearly passed out. Neither of us liked it. I knew I wouldn't--I saw it from afar and said I wouldn't do it but when we got up close, I confused it for something different.

First ride I went on was this. It would have been super fun if not that the mechanism holding me in place felt very unsecure and I know it wasn't just me because the girl in front of me kept yelling as the ride was going that there's something wrong with the bars and that she doesn't feel secure. I could see by her face she thought she might die. I was using my feet and hands to hold on in such a way that if my fastenings came loose, I might be able to cling on for dear life.

If you're wondering how I feel after being repeatedly rolled upside down and spun around and swung side to side etc while also having to walk a lot, including up several small flights of stairs for ride access, and under the beating sun for an hour, the answer is bad.