🎥 • ryanaguzman: posted to stories (5.9.25)

“you get how stubborn she is,”  he says, like he’s surprised  like i haven’t known you longer  like i don’t have you memorized  he sits in my backseat  with his hand on your thigh  only after i kicked him out of  the front passenger side  oh, i wish you had an inkling  wish i could get it through your skull  the colossal wealth of love that you deserve  he gives you just enough  to keep you coming back for more  isabelle, i wish you’d take  what you are worth  “he makes me feel like shit,”  you said to me that night  with my arms around your shoulders, with the tears in both our eyes  i hoped for a clean break something to help your bones align  but he bounced back like a ringworm, like a penitent parasite  oh, i wish that you could hear me  when i scream it to the earth  the unwavering adoration you deserve  oh, he should show me up  yeah, he should leave me in the dirt  isabelle, i wish you’d know  what you are worth  how many tears  can love pull from your eyes?  how many times  will you give him just one more try?  how many ways  can he leave you high and dry?  how bad can it hurt  before you’ll say goodbye? my girl, i love you dearly  from your head down to your soul  and i’ll love you all my life  and then after, so  i’m not going down easy no, not without a fight   till the one who loves you last  loves you right 

I preordered him online a while back and here he is

5 = √9 + 2 = 5