#461lightfire

Awwww hahaha I hope you didn't make it too obvious 😉

Thanks for the ask 💜

1. I don't know how to swim.

2. I don't like reading books.

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

oh i've always wANTED to answer this one!!

the book is "the left hand of darkness" by ursula k. le guin

...numbed him. Yet he could still move. The snow that lay...

okay that wasnt the most interesting line but the book is a great one i swear

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

oh gee i wonder 👀

lee minho/know, hwang hyunjin,park seonghwa and lee suhyun 🥺

yunho is very super lowkey up there.. i dont stan mamamoo but visually, moonbyul 😳😔 abd also also aLSO lily james oof man im 🥺🥺

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Genre: fluff, angst

Warnings: mental breakdown and fluff. Nothing more.

Pairing: Boyfriend!Chan x Reader!

Words: 676

Requested: No, but I wanted to make a little surprise something for @mrbangchannie since she’s going through something and I wanted  to brighten her day a little. I LOVE YOU, BRO! <3 And I’m always there for you, you know that. 

A/N: What should I say.. This is some fluffy stuff. This isn’t proofread so please ignore my mistakes. I just wrote this in an hour for someone! Hope you like it :3 __________________________________

It has been a really tough week for you. Since your coworker got sick and called in sick, you had to take his patients, too. As a psychologist you have a lot of people surrounding you and telling you stories that are really getting to you.

The last patient just left your office and you were about to go home. You cleaned everything and took your stuff to leave. You stepped through the door and closed it behind you. You locked the door and made your way to your car. In your car, you were finally able to relieve all the stress and emotions you had kept inside you for the past week. You sighed and tears started to roll down your cheeks from all the stress you had. Get a hold of yourself, Y/N. Chan can’t see you like this. Otherwise he’ll worry too much. Chan was the type to worry so much he would neglect his own work to be there for you and that was something you couldn’t accept. You wiped your tears away and started the engine. You made your way home.

When you drove up the driveway of your shared apartment. You turned off the engine and still sat in the car for a moment. You took a deep breath in and out, looked into the mirror to make sure you don’t look like you cried. You opened the car door and stood up. You locked your car and went to the front door. 

When you unlocked the door, you were met with a familiar smell. It was the smell of your favorite food. “I’m home!” you yelled. As soon as you said those words, your boyfriend came around the corner. “Hey, love. How was work?” he said and kissed you. “I made your favorite food.” he quickly added. You tried to smile. “It was a little stressy.” you lied to not make him worry. But he knew you weren’t okay. “Sweety, we’ve been in a relationship for the past 2 years. I know for a fact that you’re not okay. What’s up?” he said. That’s when you completely broke. You hugged him tightly, burrying your face in his chest. You cried and you cried a lot. Chan knew what he had to do when you had breakdowns like this. He picked you up and brought him and you to the couch. He said down having you on his lap. He caressed your back and let you cry for as long as you wanted. 

After a while, you stopped crying. You pulled your head a little back seeing Chan looking at you. Your eyes were red and puffy from all the crying. “love, you know you can always tell me when something bothers you, you know that.” he said in a calm and soft voice. In the meantime, Chan’s hand casually laid on your back. You shook your head in agreement. “I know. But I also know that you will worry as well. This will effect your job and I don’t want your job to be effected with my worries.” You said wiping the tears away. “Yeah, you’re right. But right now, I want your happiness. So please, tell me what happened.” You sighed and then you started telling everything. It felt like a stone fell from your heart, telling Chan everything. He just listened to you rant and agreed or gave advice every now and then. 

sometimes i wish i had a vault of random facts so that when someones like “tell me about yourself” or “give me a random fact” i don’t panic but aNYways

1. i owe my interest in edgar allen poe’s work to reading the tell tale heart in school, and to cassandra clare’s use of annabel lee (and mentions of some other poems) in one of her trilogies... oh and also matthew gray gubler reading both of these???? ???????????????? imagine the two main pieces u like getting read by the actor of one of your favourite characters (ilu spencer reid hehe)

2. i do not can not @ eggplant and capsicum .. can not will not. pls do not put capsicum in my stirfry. or eggplant in anything. i love curry but the mother puts eggplant in it sometimes sigh

“If you say so.” he smiled at you. ”Anyways, you will be my assistant. Your workplace is right there.” he said and pointed to a small room in front of his. Through the windows, you could see a small table and with a notebook on it and some papers. Next to the notebook was a phone and some files. You were nervous. You were afraid you would make a mistake and blew this up. “I- Okay.” you just said and Felix guided you to your room. “If you have any questions feel free to ask. Have fun! By the way, do you want a coffee?” Felix asked with a low voice. His voice sent shivers down your spine. “If you have, yes. Thank you.” you said blushing a little since Felix looked at you. He giggled and walked of just to come back 5 Minutes later with a coffee for you. “Thank you, Mr. Lee.” you said. He smiled and went for his own office.

After Felix went to his office and closed the door behind himself, you pulled out your phone and immediately texted your best friend.

“You could’ve told me that the ceo of this company is one fine looking young man.“

“Thank you for coming.” a deep voice echoed through the room. You were confused. The people around you told you your boss would be around your age and not like 50? You still didn’t look up because you were scared. Scared that you might be confronted with an old man. “You don’t need to be nervous. You can look at me. I know my voice is confusing but I’m not a weird old man.” the person said. You now dared to look up and be greeted by a cute boy. He looked like he was just barely 16 years old. He was just a bit taller from what you could see. He had freckles and his blonde hair hang loosely over his forehead.