fmdsh3 solo
right off the bat, nari knew that she was not recording a cover. the company would have to really push that one.
it was also her luck that the sbs didn't need have them another option. along with the fact that she'd be able to do a simple voice message. it was a nice thing and she it was something she would not take for granted. but now they had to move onto the hard part, telling them what home meant to her. it was something she thought about all day, because she wasn't sure what home meant to her.
life with her family? that wasn't a home. it was a hell-house and she hated it. she enjoyed not being there. but what could she say that wouldn't sound so boring or depressed, how noticeable would it be if she didn't mention her family at all? there was the chance they wouldn't air her clip and that got her moving, pulling out her cellphone to record the voice note. introducing herself since it wouldn't be obvious right off the bat. and when she didn't say anything for a moment, nari started the voice note over again.
another introduction and she pushed on. "to me, home really isn't about the place, i think any place can become your home." because when she thought about it, the wish dorm was the closet thing she had to a home. sure, she wanted to be alone because she felt overwhelmed but it was easy to admit it as hard sometimes. when she realized how empty her own house sounded at times. it was also a safe way not to talk to much about her family, she'd be able to gloss over it a bit more. "home is a place where you feel warm..and you have people that support you." another pause and she pulled the phone away to clear her throat.
then she pulled it back, "it's really just feeling, if you ask yourself, where do you feel comfortable, do you feel happy with? whatever the answer is..that's your home." and there was nothing more after that, nari wasn't sure how much more she had to say about the subject. after ending the voice note, nari titled it and sent it off to her manager. they'd know who to send it too, she was just happy that the entire process was over and that filming of the show would be over soon. she wasn't on it but it felt like it with the bc wanted them to do something for it.













