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Omg, thank you so much for the kind words! This really means a lot to me because Dance of Devotion is the center of my heart currently and I am so happy to hear that all the effort I am putting into bringing the emotions of the story to life is successful. I love the story and I hope there will be a lot more special and emotional things to come from the writing of it. Once again, thank you so much for saying that since that story is so important to me and hearing that it is resonating with someone else means everything! <3

I managed to get number 48 done yesterday after a horrible episode of executive dysfunction and what I think was ideas overstimulation of my brain. I might get around to writing 62 as well and will be sure to tag you if I get to posting anything about it but for now here is the prompt that’s finished. A little bit shorter than what I hoped for but I actually very much like how it turned out.

48. “It’s hot when you talk back.”

“It’s hot when you talk back.”

She could say it. She was the Domme. She could say anything, and it would be the truth anyway. Nothing could match the wild beating of her heart sending heat pooling in her lower belly to turn into the wetness dripping out of her in response to him laying himself at her hands and feet but having him pushing her to grab his hair and pull him into a kiss as she shoved his hand between her legs was a whole another brand of delicious that had her throbbing in need and struggling not to lick her lips. The verbal defiance worked just as well, making her weak in the knees with how much it gave her the opportunity to take from him. She could bend him to her will if only she had any thoughts left in her mind apart of the image of his mischievous smile.

She could tell him what he was doing to her. The slobbering, soppy mess she was behind her silent facade would pour itself out into words once she opened her mouth to flood him with her weakness. There was nothing wrong with letting him dip his fingers in the arousal his submission affected her being with every time he gave it to her. It was all for him and seeing her come her brains out had only driven him further into the heights of pleasure and desperation accordingly to how she’d been using her power over him at the time.

He’d given her that control for a reason, however, and him talking back in the first place was a sign that he needed her firmness, needed her to use it. He’d pushed on purpose to make her retaliate and put him in his place. She’d seen far too much of his hands almost trembling and his eyes avoiding hers to overlook how out of character it was for him to challenge her authority over him after he’d willingly put her in charge of his pleasure and every part of his being. It wasn’t only his bodily autonomy he’d surrendered to her but also his heart and soul and she’d seen the want thriving in them to please her and do everything she wanted of him, to give her every last piece of himself he could find. He’d knelt for her, had put her pleasure first, had even talked to give her all the intimate information she needed to take care of him. And now he’d given her a cry for help.

“I could provide far more satisfaction if you do that yourself,” he’d said instead of tangling his hands in the purple tresses the second she’d bound him in her order. He would have to fall in line once she bound him in his own desire and hers to make it impossible for him to resist with his cock twitching at the very sight of her while his mind was overrun with the sounds of her pleasure. She had to put him under her spell to save him from being a slave to everything running loose in his head so she needed to keep hers clear as well.

Even his insubordination spoke of devotion with the strength to bring her to her knees, her mind melting into a puddle of feelings dripping over her body like the sensations of his touch he’d refused to give. He was deferent to the point of disobedience and bringing her the solution he sought from her proving in her silence that they complemented each other to the point of wholeness.

“If you insist on being the one talking, that is fine by me,” she took him aback before he settled again into not being the one on top, his head bowing slightly to concede all the power to her on their uneven playground. “I don’t need words to make you obey me and you will spill all your pleas and offerings to convince me to finally let you come after you’ve been through my moaning and writhing ecstasy.” She could be affected to the point of affecting him as she held on to the sole thought of his pleasure as everything else fell away under the touch of his skin.

Damn, I don’t have a pic for this.

Let’s start with an official update on the requests (as opposed to the unofficial one I gave yesterday) and work our way from there:

- I have not started writing any of the requests but I have a loose structure for 2 of them. Why am I working so slowly? Because a) I got distracted with the Sparks of Life bachelorette party (which will be discussed below) and b) because the plot syndrome happened again. Yep, I packed plot into the smut again so yay for that! I don’t even know what to say about it except that this is going to take some time especially because one of these is already getting out of hand and I don’t even have a solid outline for it yet. Here’s what I have without giving spoilers for the prompts or the prompters:

Number 36 is the one that is getting out of hand and is now a part of the overarching plot of the Domme AU so I have to see where this is going and how to get it there. I have also managed to tie it in with one of my ideas for Kinktober. (Is it time to announce that already? Well, I just did.)

Number 33 is a challenge I have decided to give a try and I have drafted a basic idea for the direction of it but there are still quite a few technicalities to figure out that I simply haven’t had the time to look at thanks to all the other places my focus has been.

- I have also found myself getting ideas for a few prompts that have not been requested so I might work on those too but I will try to do the requests first and then go for my picks. Also, feel free to send me more prompts but keep in mind that it will take me some time to work my way through them since plot always insists on taking over and then it’s thousands of words that I need to deal with.

- Continuing with the Domme AU because this segues into it. I was actually having a burst of motivation to finally sit down and draft the backstories of Marion, Oritel, Faragonda and Hagen but that was intercepted by my out-of-the-blue motivation for Sparks of Life and I still haven’t managed to get to it. I am also dying to write chapter 5 because I have the opening scene figured out since March but in a fun turn of events that is exactly the thing that is causing my blockage with this chapter for some unknown reason. So until I can figure that out, I will try to stick to the prompts and then my ideas for Kinktober. But damn if I don’t want to write chapter 5 and then chapter six because things are starting to get real and there is also backstory to be revealed! I am getting hyped for all of it and I wish I could do everything all at once. Hopefully, that will motivate me to work!

- Now for the Sparks of Life bachelorette party - I am simply dying to write this! As revealed earlier, they are playing a Truth or Truth game (Griffin banned dares because she is not feeling up for getting arrested right before her wedding) with a nsfw nature. The thing I am most excited about is getting to build the characters and their backgrounds and connections to one another through the game as this is going to be emotional as hell despite the matter of the questions. All six of them will have at least one moment when they’re on the verge of tears (if not more) and someone may even get to cry a little. I still haven’t figured out that part. I am just excited about all the stuff that I have figured out because it is so beautiful to watch them bond in a most untypical fashion. Oh, I really want to write this! Especially the last few questions that definitely needed a new perspective to fall into place but now that they have it is going to be absolutely precious. I should really get to writing this instead of rambling about how excited I am about it.

- I finally got some decent thoughts and dialogue for a continuation of The End of Never. However, it is not going to be the conversation between the Trix that I am not yet sure if I will ever write. It is more about how Griffin and Valtor and Darcy are adapting to the new realities of having a family and how Griffin and Valtor are going to continue their own relationship after all the revelations in part one. I have just a little bit right now so this is by no means something I will work on in the near future. And I reserve every right to pull the plug if I feel tired of this verse and just not continue it at all. The first part was so tiring that even if I am happy with the way it turned out, I don’t know if I could find enough worth in going through the same things with more parts.

- I have had quite a few thoughts for new parts in the Three Dark Crowns Fusion I had back in May. I really like where this whole thing is going as I have managed to somewhat build a story out of it. There is still more loose ends to be tied and I don’t know if it would ever be able to pass as one big story instead of just interconnected one-shots even if I have an overarching emotional plot binding them all together. I finally have some direction as to the ending of this and how to deal with the situation of the Queens. I’ve also managed to start expanding Griffin’s ties to the other characters in the series and I am quite proud of the whole situation with Faragonda I have constructed but anything more I say will be spoilers and it is not quite ready for that yet.

- The Client List AU has gained four new scenes that will probably be divided into two sequels to the one-shot it was supposed to be. The new parts will provide more insight into Griffin’s past and how that has led to all the bumps on her road to Valtor but they’re also supposed to provide the closure to her pain and free her from it so that she can finally move on with someone who truly cares about her in a way she has never felt before. It’s too beautiful for me to pass up on so I guess I am adding that on the writing queue as well. As if it’s not kilometers long already.

- For a few weeks now I have been meaning to write something that tears Griffin’s psyche completely apart in regards to her relationship with Valtor (like I did with Valtor’s in “Afterlife” from the Heaven or Hell collection) and this morning I got an idea that I thought would do that but somehow I still managed to spun it around so that it is Valtor who is getting the burnt of it again. I have left it to chill for a while until I can come back to it with some new ideas and see where it will go. I don’t think it can ever go where I was hoping it would but I am curious to see what will come of it as it has a lot of potential. (And I will have to start from square one again with the “taking apart Griffin’s psyche” thing I wanted.)

Skate safe.

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