slightly in a deep depressive episode, so all i can think about it oscar's messy house that's like messy² when his emotions get all over the place and he doesn't have much energy to do anything other than maybe drink a couple of sip from his water bottle until it runs out and he just lays there in his bed.
oscar who is usually really good at keeping a routine, but when his head gets all tangled with his thoughts and his soul is heavy with emotions he can't explain the same comforting routine becomes a cage, and he gets lost in it.
oscar who don't ask for help, because he doesn't want to bother people. oscar who thinks since he is 25 it's very embarrassing to feel like this even when deep down he knows it's not his fault. oscar who has two lovely boyfriends who will try to help him get out of that funk his head decided to descend into.
charles and max who don't shame oscar for how messy he gets, who show him love and care but also leave him space so he doesn't feel like they are pitying him or feel disgusted. charles who would wash oscar's head and max who would bring over their cats so their purring can help oscar sleep. max and charles who are there to support oscar, love him and cherish him even when oscar believes he doesn't deserve it.