Woke up 2day not able to face myself. Heavy dissociation. I disgust myself constantly, I keep forcing myself to battle the negativity but today was just down down down down. I want this to be over. I don’t want to feel anything. I don’t want to be seen. Don’t look at me, don’t breathe near me. Don’t make me face reality. Fuck this weak feeling itching constantly under my skin like a worm looking to break soil.













