#3.24.20

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But all of this got me thinking; why am I not taking advantage of storing energy in charms?? Like I've always been focused on increasing my own energy reserves, and I think part of that was some amount of pride in forcing myself to do things with my own energy, to increase it. But… I'm being hard on myself for no reason! Even my qigong master has little qi batteries that he has for himself, in case he ever runs low. So I am definitely going to be starting doing some more work with these. I think the next time I go to the forest, I’m going to try and find some kind of charm or something - from the forest - that I can use almost like a rechargeable kind of thing. Maybe I'll find some wood and carve a charm?? Alright, I'm getting too ahead of myself. But I will definitely look for sure.

Also… I was looking for things to do besides mindless entertainment, and I found an old book that I had bought on energy healing. I bought this book when I had first gotten curious about spirituality; but I mostly had gotten it to try and find more information on growing intuition. Anyways, I decided to reread it, to see if I see it differently now that I have the experience that I do. I was definitely right; it's almost like an entirely different book. I completely resonate with the author now, and our lives seem to run parallel. The material is very good so far. I'm excited to keep reading. Maybe this will increase my knowledge of energy systems.

Also… last night I kind of got like a message. "Things aren't going to 'return to normal.' Things can't be the same" and it really struck a cord with me. I'm always doing this, where I experience a certain level of "stability" in my life, at which point it's time for things to change, and for me to grow. And I resist it, every single time, trying to go back to that level of stability that I had. This is especially applicable to me recently; I was definitely doing well at the beginning of the year, but then I got really sick. I've been trying to get back to what I had before, but I realize now that that's unattainable. Things aren't going to return to normal; and that's okay. Things might be different, but it's still the same Path. I recognize that now. I'm growing, and learning, and I will continue to do so.

I think that's it for now. I hope that everyone has a good night.

"Hidden Jewel"

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