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2WAYMIRROR: Pillowcase

This one is a continuation of Perfect day but here you go.

Broken girls Butterflies Perfect day

Goodbye Medicate Pillowcase

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Pillowcase by Gabbie Hanna

I don't wanna come to your party

But I want the invitation

After we had separated at the beach house Adrien changed for the worse. The group decided to blame me for it. They blamed me for him cheating and lying, they made him out to be the victim instead of me being the victim. So when two years later Adrien decided to marry Lila and not tell me about it, it hurt. I found out about the wedding from Nino who by the way decided to have my back after hearing everything Adrien did while we were together. So when I heard about the wedding I wondered why I wasn’t invited since I thought we could have been friends.

I guess I was wrong.

I don't need to hear you say you're sorry

But I need the validation

I wanted to believe that we were good and that we were able to move past this. I thought we were moving forward but instead, he wanted to hurt me by marrying Lila. He knew that I didn’t like Lila because she was a liar but I guess Liars stick together since he was the one lying and cheating. But oh well. I’ll move forward.

Really like the feel of being lonely

But I'm desperate for attention

Trust me when I tell you not to touch me

But I'm craving your affection

I remember when I wanted nothing but his attention on me. I should have known better when he gave me more attention than usual. I remember that after finding out about his cheating I didn’t want him to touch me in any way but I did want his affection. I wanted him to prove to me that he still loved me and I wasn’t just a passing fancy. I guess he made it possible for it to be both a passing fancy and a serious relationship

Our chemistry's irrefutable

And I'll love you 'til you die

Adrien will always have a special place in my heart. He was, after all, my first love and my first boyfriend. I knew I would always love him till I or he dies but I also knew I would be able to move on. I guess I would have to wait till the day comes when I’ll see him be married to someone else since Nino would take me as his plus one to the wedding.

I'll come to your funeral

But I won't promise to cry

His wedding could honestly be seen as a funeral. A funeral for the old Adrien Agreste who if he ever does get divorced from Lila may or may not come back to us. He might become even more broken then he is but honestly it at that point it won’t be my problem. The others could say what they want about me, they could blame me, and they could hate me but I am not his warden, I don’t control him, whatever he does and however, he acts is him and him alone.

So when I saw Lila walk down the aisle and up to Adrien. When I saw both of them send glares my way. When they were declared husband and wife and kissed. I didn’t care, I didn’t glare back, and I didn’t cry.

I knew where I was going in my future and I knew it was not with Adrien.

Spilling teardrops on my pillowcase

My mascara always goes to waste (Always goes to)

Drip on my pillowcase

Drip on my pillow (My pillow) case

Drip on my pillowcase

Drip (Drip), drip (Drip)

That doesn’t mean that in the two years in between I didn’t cry when I saw him with those models. When I saw him moving on and becoming toxic, even more, toxic then he was. He told me that in the end I would come back to him and I would beg to be with him again. He was wrong but god did he believe his own words. He didn’t care how many times he made me cry all he cared about was me coming back under his control.

Doctors tell me medicate my heartbreak

But I love to keep it macabre

Tell God my problems, solve 'em, answer my prayers

He answered but the answer was "Nah"

Nino told me that all I needed was the time in those two years to heal my heart but I didn’t listen at first. I wanted to feel the pain as to remember what heartbreak could do to me. But I got a hold of myself after a while and began to heal to the point that I stopped asking God to help me. Not that he answered my prayers.

Our chemistry's irrefutable

And I'll love you 'til you die

I'll come to your funeral

But I won't promise to cry

A year after the wedding I found a photo album full of pictures of me and Adrien. I remember each and every single moment in those photos up to the last one. The last one was taken after we had moved in together and before the cheating started. I remember how happy we were and how content he was with living as much as a simple life he would live with me. We were untouchable in the world we live in.

Those memories are dead now.

In a way, they seemed tainted but I guess that life after a breakup. I put the album away in a box as I plan to move out of the apartment I once shared with Adrien. You’d think I would cry or tear up but I didn’t and I won’t.

I had decided to move into another apartment complex much bigger than this and closer to my job. I haven’t shed a single tear for him since the day I learned of his wedding.

Spilling teardrops on my pillowcase

My mascara always goes to waste (Always goes to)

Drip on my pillowcase

Drip on my pillow (My pillow) case

Drip on my pillowcase

Drip (Drip), drip (Drip)

In those two years, I have shed many tears for the pain Adrien brought me and honestly I’m I’ve never been better.

Our reflection on my windowpane

Shows the nightmare

Call me by my name

(What have I?, what have I? what have-?)

Sometimes, when I still lived in our apartment I would see him still being there. I would hear him calling my name. I would feel his touch. But he wasn’t really there and now I don’t imagine him anymore. I guess that the apartment was haunted by him and our old love.

Ever since I moved I don’t see, hear, or feel him and it’s the biggest relief in my life because I am now fully able to move on.

Drip on my pillowcase

Drip on my pillow (My pillow) case

Drip on my pillowcase

Drip (Drip), drip (Drip)

Three years later as I was leaving my work I had bumped into Adrien. I never thought I’d see him again.

Drip on my pillowcase

Drip on my pillow (My pillow) case

Drip on my pillowcase

Drip (Drip), drip (Drip)

“Adrien,” Marinette acknowledged

“Marinette, It’s good seeing you again,” Adrien responded with a smile on his face

They both were standing just outside the building where Marinette worked. There is a bit of distance between them since Marinette wouldn’t get any closer and Adrien was didn’t know if he should or not.

“How are you and your wife?” Marinette asked out of curiosity, She had hoped he was at least happy.

Adrien looked distraught, “We actually got a divorce, She turned out to be a manipulator and a liar.”

Marinette shook her head to acknowledge that she understood, She did leave him for his lying and cheating right, Now he knew what it felt like to be lied to but she did feel bad for him.

“I am sorry for you failed marriage, Adrien,” Marinette said remorsefully

“Look, Marinette I…” Adrien began but was interrupted by someone calling for Marinette. They both turned to see a tall blond man with gray/green eyes.

“Felix!” Marinette exclaimed as she kissed him by bringing him down to her level by grabbing his tie.

“My Marinette how was your day,” The man named Felix asked after being released from the kiss

They stared at each other lovingly when Marinette remembered that Adrien was still there. She quickly turned to him to introduce the guys to each other, “Felix this is Adrien, Adrien this is Felix, my boyfriend”

“Nice to meet you Adrien” Felix greeted as he put his hand out.

“Nice to meet you too Felix,” Adrien greeted back taking Felix’s hand in a firm handshake.

“Anyway, Adrien you were going to tell me something before Felix interrupted” Marinette reminded Adrien

“Right, I was going to say I’m sorry for not believing you about Lila,” Adrien said quickly, “I should have known to trust your instincts.”

“It’s all good Adrien, but hey well actually have to meet and catch up later we have plans today so bye Adrien and have a good day,” Marinette said as she grabbed Felix’s hand and left.

“Bye Marinette,” Adrien said loud enough for her to hear before whispering, “I’m sorry we broke up too”

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