#2fs

Now we are hesitant about Blue B because he’s married!!!!  And he made it fairly clear the entire night he was taken, however he did say if he WASN’T married, he would marry me.  That’s because I’m fabulous!  In fact he was the 2nd guy to give that statement to me.  Interesting how married men can see my awesomeness but single ones….

Ok he’s married.  Out partying with his son.  A son who is very adorable and I can see taking over the world.  

DANGEROUS!

You could feel the sexual tension between Blue B and me. It was bad.  It felt great to have the attention but terrible because he’s married.  I never want to be that woman.  I can’t ever be nor will I ever be that person who knowingly helps a man cheat on his wife.  

There was a moment when Blue B and I were alone in his car because he had to move it and asked me to come with him.  I should have refused but I couldn’t/didn’t want to resist.  

Can we blame the alcohol?  

I’d be lying if there wasn’t a part of me that wasn’t secretly fantasizing about climbing on his lap while we were in his car but thank goodness, our intimate moment was interrupted by his friend’s phone call.  When he re-parked his car, I jumped out and distant myself as far as possible.

DANGEROUS!

Back in the bar.  In a booth, one side I have Blue B. The other side, I have his son….  In my head, the start of a porn.  It didn’t help matters that Blue B jokingly wanted me to take his son’s V-card.  I informed him, I needed a man with experience.  Although, bucket list taking a guy’s virginity?!?!?!