#25.1.18

I don’t know which one to do I don’t know where to start I don’t know what I’m supposed to do I don’t know how to do it so I run around in circles not actually doing anything until I eventually explode or crumple in a heap on the floor and cry

and i am not quite real any more.

I’ve finally acknowledged that I deserve the sun, the moon, and the stars. Now, I want to work to get to a place where I can, and will be okay with, doing it for myself. I don’t need to wait for someone else to value me, I got me.

Billboard’s 2018 Power 100 List