#23.06.15

And there I stood. Next to you. You looked like an angel, all in white. Your clothes building a total contrast to your dark black hair and eyebrows. Dark like the forest. Your eyes light grey. Light grey like the morning fog around the forest.

You didn’t fit to any of these people standing around us.

Behind us the ones in white and dark blue and green eyes and brown hair, on the right the ones in black with light yellow, grey and blue eyes and blond hair, on the left the ones grey but total black hair and purple eyes.

It seemed like you united these groups, without anyone noticing. But I did notice. And I felt this feeling again, when I first saw you.

“Do you remember something? Or do you by any chance recognize someone?”

I asked, turning your attention to me. You looked at me…somewhat desperately.

You shook your head and looked at the ground. “I can’t stand seeing you sad” I thought as I came close to you and placed my hand on your shoulder and one on your cheek.

“It’s alrigt. It’s fine, don’t worry..”

You looked up as you heard my voice. I looked into your eyes. The most beautiful I’ve seen ever seen. I wanted to give you the same security you gave me.

I try to smile at you. But I fail, instead I cry.

“I’m sorry” you said and left. I watched you as you walked toward that tall building.

I stood there and watched you leave.

The groups left,one after another.

I stood here. Not able to think about anything but you.

You.

Something just broke my heart. Seeing you like that. Or not being able to help you.

it’s days like this when i look back on the good times for support