#21.3.18

We’ve been in such a good place. Having you here was one of the highlights of an entire semester that has been filled with incredible experiences. After our talk, and after I was able to let my walls down even if just for a bit, I am starting to feel like I can see this going further, and going well even. I like your presence, I like your company, I like the way you make me feel and the way I can make you feel, and I hope that you like all these things too. 

I miss you more than I’m willing to admit, my bed feels cold and my room empty, and every time I come home I wish I could come to your arms like I did for that little while. I don’t want to admit it to myself, but I am falling for you, and I am becoming more and more comfortable with the idea of you as a part of my life that becomes more and more permanent. 

Right now as I reminisce on all of our good times together here, I forget for a fleeting second of my fears about this new thing we might be embarking on. So for now, I am not afraid, but I do pray that you will not prove me wrong and do everything that subconsciously I fear you will do.