#2018 entry

“I’ve known of kpop and stanned another group long back and the scars they left made me stay away since then. 

But years later, that one day when i so badly wanted to finally give up on everything and end it, I came across you dancing with a passion, it left me mesmerized, singing with so much emotion that i teared and smile oh so prettily when talking about your struggles, ive fallen in love with your strength, your loyalty and your intellect. 

It was only then i understood your bond with your band-mates and because i saw your love for them, i started loving them too. I loved BTS’s music and respected them as artists with so much talent, but i only started cherishing them too along with you.

Time to time i doubt others love for you and i’m content with it because yes, it IS the human nature and it makes me happy that i’m not the only one like that. But then i see give your unwavering affection, unconditional love, support and care for your closed ones, strangers alike. I keep thinking, ‘how is this person even real’?. 

Funny how sometimes, its your same caring nature that makes me want to smack you, cause ‘cmon you gotta be selfish, treat people for what they are only worth for’, but nope, never did you listen to my prayers and it drove me crazy.

Again and again i wish you act differently but you never did. This made me respect you even more. You never changed. You still only keep working harder and give the best of you. My respect for you only grows each day.

All i ever want is for you to be happy and content. Be showered with so much love far more than you give. Do things that you cherish for the longest of times and attain all your dreams.

I only wish more happy things for you, until your next birthday and many more to come.

Happy Birthday to the most precious human I've gotten to know and love,