#2.18.20

Quick doodle of all the furby adopts I bought from my pal Emmett...

I talked with Guardian, a very, very large pine tree. I apologized that he had to see me like this when we meet again. He smiled and waved it off. We talked for a while. As I was getting ready to leave, he beckoned me (my astral form) to come over to him. I did. He reached out a long, branch-like finger, and touched it to my forehead... instantly we both began to vibrate with energy... surprisingly, it was mostly white energy. It swirled around us... It reminded me of whenever Aang would airbend, the air swirling around him in A:TLA. When it finally stopped, I asked what he did. He said that he gave me some energy and did some cleansing. I thanked him.

Then I went over to talk to The Twins, two sister oak trees that lean over a stone path. They were excited to see me. They’ve always been very energetic. We didn’t talk long, but we had this little interaction that made me smile. I asked them how the intense rain was treating them, and they told me about it.

Me: “Well, Spring will come back soon. Then you’ll get your leaves back.”

Twins” Yes!Yeah! And then you will get your leaves back too!”

It was nice; it made me smile. 

Things have been... rough. I’m just utterly exhausted. I’ve been sick so long that it has just completely worn me down, physically, energetically, and emotionally. 

I feel that this is definitely an intermediary state... some very big change is around the corner, on the horizon; I just have to get there first. You can’t have darkness without light, and it can’t stay dark forever.

I keep trying to fight, or do something, anything, but my guides and my Path is indicating that I should just... stop. and let things happen. I’m doing my best, but it’s hard to let go.

Well. That’s it for now, lol. I haven’t really been doing anything lately. I wish everyone a wonderful evening, and a good night.

"Angles And Colors"