It was a rainy day, and all you wanted to do was stay in bed and be alone. Liam Payne, your boyfriend, was away at tour all around Europe. As youre laying in bed, your hear your phone ring. You imeditatly hit ignore, not even paying attention to who was calling you. Sighing, you try and fall asleep, which didnt take long at all. As you were sleeping, your phone rings again. Tired and frustrated, you turn your phone off completely and go to sleep for real. After finally tossing and turning, you go to the bathroom, which you've been holding all day. As your wash your hands, you take a good look at yourself. Your green eyes were dull and sunken in, the rest of your face pale from lack of food and sunlight. Running some cold water over your face you wince, as you look at the scar on your forehead. When you were about six your mother died, leaving you alone with your drunk and abusive father. Shortly after your mother died, your dad got angry, and took it out on you, giving you a nice scar just above your right eyebrow. When your father did that you went to your aunt who just held you and took care of you. That is until your father finally found you. He had custody over you until you graduated, which was at age 16. When you turned 16 you had enough money saved from working part time and some from your aunt, you were able to rent a flat just down the street from your job. After you graduated you found a fulltime job working as a sales manager. It payed enough money for food and clothes, and of course a roof over your head. But after you moved out, your life was a complete mess. You wanted nothing to do with anybody, and stayed by yourself. When you met Liam when you were 18, he changed your life. At first you resented him, and pushed him away, but he kept on showing up, eventually working his way in. After a while of being annoyed with him, you gave him a chance. Once finally getting to know him better, you realize how nice, and caring he was. He eventually got you to open up, telling him how your dad beated you and your mom was dead, leaving you with depression, and having to take pills everyday. Of course he was there to remind you to take your pills, and just there in general. He knew how sensitive you were, so he was always so gentle and understanding. When he was leaving heย cried, which made you cry. That was the day that he said he loved you. And you loved him, you did. But you didnt really get the chance to say it back because he had to leave. He called you everyday, checking up on you. You were fine, up until you forgot to take your pills one day. Then everything crumbled. You didnt eat, and stayed in bed on the weekends, neverย answering the phone... You got sad at always seeing the picture of you and liam smiling, so you stuffed it in the back of one of your drawers. Now, as you slowly slip off your clothes and feel the water slip down your body, you let all of the tears out. You've been holding them in since the day Liam left, and never dared to let them fall until now. Now you felt as if your life was slowly falling apart. Liam has been gone for a couple of months now, and you needed him. But you thought it would be too shelfish to ask him to come home, even for one day. So, you started to distance yourself. His fans needed him more than he needed you. When you start to get out of the tub, you slip, hitting your head on the tile. Through your blurry eyes, you see someone coming near you shouting your name. For a second you though it was Liam, but it couldnt be. He was on tour with his band. The next day you wake up in the hospital, surrounded by tons of flowers and balloons that said get well. Fully awake now, you see Liam asleep in the chair next to your bed. "Liam..." you whisper, startling him awake. "Oh thank god!" he stands up, wrapping his arms around you. "I got so worried. You havent been answering my calls in weeks! So eventually I got time to come here, and when i got inside I saw you passed out on the bathroom floor. What happened?" his face is also pale, which meant he hadnt had much sleep recently. "I havent been taking my pills." you admit to him. "I forgot. Then I got all sad because I missed you, and then I didnt eat, and stayed in bed all day... Im so sorry Liam." tears spill down your cheeks as he holds you even tighter. "Its okay love. Im here now, and Im not going anywhere..." You can tell that Liam is crying too, which meant a lot. "Please dont ever leave me again. I dont want to sound selfish, but I cant deal with it not having you around." he looks straight into your eyes. "Dont say that. Because I need you in my life to. And now, whethere they like it or not, Im taking you with me. Whenever we go on tour, you're going with me." You start to feel happier. The hole that was in your chest, starting to fill up with love. "I love you Liam... So much..." you finally say through your tears. "I love you too. Please dont ever do this to me again. Im always here. Remember that." and you would, because you were never going to leave him.
