#192nd

"Wasp"

Dear Life,

I am doing nothing here after deciding not to work on my Animation at all today. So I thought I should pay you a visit, since I have nothing more desirable to do anyway. 

How are you doing by the way? You must be super-bored or something, that's why you are playing with Snow at this time of the Year, when Sunny days are supposed to be... on the way lol. Well, erm... Thanks for giving me snow but I prefer the Sun now if you don't mind. I mean, you need to move on you know. There is no point holding on to that moment of your time. White Winter is gone! If you yourself reluctantly move forward, how am I supposed to follow you? T_T

I am fine by the way (if you ever ask lol) You must know I am struggling a lot this year due to time pressure and adulthood crisis. I somehow find myself become a complete bipolar recently T_T either too depressed to the point of no return, or taking to the opposite direction: "strangely fine" no matter what challenge I got during the day. Then again, it's not new. I am always that kind of excessive extreme nut after all. The only difference is probably about how this trait is intensified to the max thanks to last Uni year, and thanks to You! Giving me ups and downs dramatically in this critical time T_T I am 'wow' by the fact that I have survived all up to now lol

I guess it's futile to ask you what you are up to huh? Any hint?

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Never mind.

I don't blame you.

That doesn't mean I won't complain though lol 

On the bright side, if I keep complaining, perhaps that would bug you and you would start giving me some ideas ;))

...Maybe? lol

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Nah, it's really fine. Just like the snow you have suddenly granted me. It made me realize being unpredictable is really your best trait :)

Just like today as well, when hope seemed to die and not everyone thought there would be a meetup for Karaoke. Then fate changed totally in the very last minute: We are going to Karaoke tonight woohoo!!!! Lol

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So yeah, I trust you will flip my life just as nicely as what you have done so far. And I think I have been preparing to face all possibilities that could probably happen... Hence, I assume I should be able to just calmly receive whatever you will throw at me. Hopefully :)) 

See, I am being quite mature don't you think? :) At least, I do not aggressively approach you and ask 'what are you gonna do to me huh huh? Tell me. Say something dude, it's getting really frustrating here and your silence means bullshit' :)) I don't do such childish thing you see ;) I am dealing with you better don't you think so? :-p

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Anyway. 

Just writing to greet you in New Year. And I truly want to say 'I love you' to you :)

And Thank You a lot for taking care of me.

I have been so lucky. I asked you for Cakes because I crazily craved for it:

Day 1, you gave me Layered Cake XD.

Day 2, You awarded me 'Marble' (edited) Cake.

Day 3, I got Red Velvet Cake with Icing.

Day 4, I ate Red Velvet Cookies.

Day 5, other nice 'Marble' (edited lol) Cake was presented on Kitchen's Table.

Day 6, I enjoyed Rum Bread ^_^

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Just little thing you gave me has already made me happy >_< If I look in that way, everything is gonna be alright in the end right?

Because wishes always definitely certainly come true :) In disguise, under different forms, in different senses, they will present. And you just need to be wise enough to perceive exactly how it is represented  

Therefore, be patient, with perseverance and keep continuing on. That's what I am doing and will always do :)

That's what You want me to do as well right ;)?

  With Love,