#13042014

er zu mir.

eigenes

I feel so confused! I don’t even know how to start this letter. Well, just so the tradition is not broken, let me talk about Charlie: he is still the same and my feelings for him are nearly zero. Anyways…I can’t say my emotional life is great because it’s just not. But it’s funny how I like it as screwed up as it is. I don’t know, I just really believe things will get better someday. Not because life will magically make me happy, but because my pain today is a growth experience to the happiness path. So I may be a little hurt, but I like it. I like it because there are stages in our lives that we just can’t skip. There’s no way out. So I’m happy because I am hurt. I am happy because being hurt is part of life. I am happy because I am living. I feel alive. And I feel infinite. ❤️