#12april2015

Back to few days ago

I felt that I saw you

But I recognized it by your appearance

Not by your face

And it was at traffic light

I was just wondering

“Was it you with your boo?”

At that time

I thought It was you

And in the same time

The process of “Briser le cœur“ went on

Hahaa

How miserable it was

But when I was at home

I was unsure 

Cause there was something

Something wrong with the hair of your feet

I saw it clear

I don’t know if you get it shaved

But it makes me goes unsure

Who was that person?

You or other people?

A month ago

I tried to text you

And I hoped that you would reply

So I’d know your condition

But It didnt happen

I just blame myself

Cause I keep trying to reach you

Where I shouldn’t be supposed to do it

Deep down in my heart

I am still hopping

But deep inside my head

I have to let you go

And a year is not enough to forget

Cause our everything is unfaded scar

But I will keep on trying

The more I struggle, The stronger I will be (Amen)

Maybe you avoid me

Maybe you forget me

Maybe you hate me

Yeah go a head

Oh destiny oh destiny

You’re unpredictable

I wish that god would always be by your side

To guide you far from sin

(AMEN)

You know what?

I don’t stalk you anymore on one of your social media

It has been a month

Yeay!!!

Although my curiosity is getting higher that before

I’m getting usual with that.

You are moving on

I am still distracted a bit