#12162017

Day 1081: special things

Kaya’t tigasan mo ang iyong loob Huwag nga lang sa sobrang tigas, ang ngiti mo ay hindi na masilayan bukas

There’s a point of authenticity of no return. This point is reached when you’ve experienced raw authenticity and love like never before. You start to uncover yourself (from yourself) and lose the societal acceptable persona you’ve had to create. You learn that; what once mattered, doesn’t really matter anymore and you want nothing more but to be happy and limitless. You learn to protect your authentic self and create boundaries. You also learn that your energy matters and it cannot be given freely. You learn to accept nothing less than what you want and what you truly deserve. It’s not easy and it’s a very humbling process. You realize that happiness is the product of what you give, not what you take. You learn to recognize others who suffer from this trap of ‘acceptance’ and how you could show them the way to freedom. You also start losing patience for those who continuously play the game without wanting a way out. You become tired of meaningless acts and intentions. Knowing the depth of what one knows is quite lonely but nonetheless worthy. You realize that wasting time is everything but following your heart and acting in passion.

11th monthly check up. Weight: 8.4kg Length: 71.2cm Varicella Zoster Vaccine. Di ready si @leonardwood.rarela kasi bagong gising, kaya moody pag dating sa room ng pedia nya. Cutie.😙 #leonardwood2017 #12162017 #11thmonthcheckup (at Makati Medical Center - ENT Diagnostic Center)

Today, my half a year prayer has been answered. I’m still in awe. I’m very happy. I’m feeling so much loved. Thank You, God, for this day. Thank You for always hearing my cry. Thank you for those sincere eyes I was able to see her good heart. Thank You for this wonderful feeling. I am beyond grateful. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU.