Hello! I've been meaning to write here again months ago because I have a great news to tell you but I always forget to do so ><

Anywaaaaayyyyyy!!! The last letter I posted for you was me sulking because I can't attend SS9 in Manila hahahah but guess what haehae?!?!

I WAS ABLE TO ATTEND LAST AUGUST 6!! And I'M GOING ON DECEMBER 17 AS WELL!!! (and hopefully 18 if the universe lets me get this chance again hehe) How so, you ask? Because the universe and the heavens blessed me with a really really good, kind, and precious person and friend who thought that I deserve to be given this opportunity despite me thinking otherwise because I have been nothing but an absent friend most of the time.

Her name is Suzy, a very big fan of other groups s/a Blackpink, The Boyz, and Sejeong, and she surprised me with a Super Seated ticket :(( You know how much that costs, right? I really still can't believe she did that for me, Hae. I am blessed and very grateful to have someone who thinks that I deserve this big of a thing even if even I myself rejects that thought (and me being deserving of kindness in general). I don't know if I have thanked her enough, but I will continue to thank her every chance I get, in any way I could think of, as long as I'm alive.

This is such a big deal to me because, come on, it's SUPER JUNIOR!!! I'm going to see you!!! And that's what I've always wanted!!! And she gave me that opportunity! AND A VIP TICKET AT THAT?? Holy shit- I don't know man... I'm going to cry again just thinking about this ajsdhfajksldfah and that's not the only kind thing she's ever done to me, Hae. She's been nothing but very supportive of me since the day we became solid friends. She listens to my rants, gives me support even though we're countries apart. I am really blessed with good people in this life, despite my mental struggles. My family, my closest friends, and you, my Super Junior. I think I can do this life a little longer as long as I have you all.

Soooo yeah! There's the big news! I'm going to see you! Again! AAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!! And I hope, I really really hope that I'll get to see you again on Super Show 10 and the next super shows to come, and hopefully this time, using my own money (because I'm not really shameless come onnnn hadskjfadhfh). I will really try to live and to work hard so that I can see you a lot! Hhhhhh.

I miss you! And I'm excited to see you again. I hope you will look my way (wow ganda ko teh HAHAHA). I'm seated at 219 Row F hehehe. See you in 2 weeks, my loveeee! All of you stay healthy, okay?! I'm actually very anxious right now because there's something going on with Heechul in bubble but that will be for another post on another day. I just hope this will all die down tomorrow and I hope we're just all worried for nothing :(

I love you all so so so so so much. Thank you for being Super Junior ♥