Day (500):
'Being in love with someone versus loving someone' There is a lot in between us and i wanted to fix as much as a could. "It felt like all those times, you were trying to make me like you.." Now to think about it, it is so true.. I just could not let go of the fact that you need to be let go of so that you may figure out on your own. I tried to fix as much as i could, the past months and days as far as i could rememeber. I think that is what i am realizing, i was too focused in trying to fix things and work things out instead of letting thing workout on its own. So focused on how to make things right, slowly focusing on how to stay in love in contrast of being in love. It is easy to be in love, and also so easy to lose track of that love truly means. We often begin to love that person, then we sway and begin to demand that person's love for us. "Why didn't you just let me go the first time??" All those times i felt as though i would never ever get you back if i let you go.. But whatever the fact is, today i understood, you want it. You really need it. Finally i am letting go. And i am on a journey of learning from my past and mistakes. I know i need the time as well, the reason why i could not let go was because i was being selfish and did not want to lose you. I love you☺️💚
