500 Days Of Gelato

I see you. You see me. Is this where you want to be?

Many days, months, and years has passed.

We’ve been through a lot while I haven’t been posting on this account. You’ve been through a lot while I’ve been through others.

You found a new lover. You broke up. It’s your last year of school. And now you’re back near me.

I’m not saying I don’t trust you. Not saying you don’t love me. I’m not saying it’s fake. But I am just the leftover..am I?

Why does it kind of feel like I am not who you want to be with? Me myself. It is me you want, but not how I act or how I talk. My personality or who I am? It makes you feel bad you say…the way i talk or treat you not like a lover. But is that all?

Technically if he did not break your heart, you would still choose him over me. No? You ended up here, because I was just here no? You did love him no?

You say you didn’t do much with him.. Not the things with me.. But you did so much with him you didn’t do with me… And don’t do so much with me that you did with him.. He changed you so much. You went through so much while I was not there. You did so much with him.

You lived so much with him..

Sorry i couldn’t treat you better. You used to be so jolly and happy..

I really hope i didn’t leave an eternal scar that would hinder your future happiness. If i could, i wish i could undo every action that took away your happiness. So sorry for only being able to regret and do nothing else atm. Mhm, no more sorry and worries. Just happy

All to the past.