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...mare ...mare...perdersi nel mare .... da Maurizio Cavallucci

Jetzt ist’s auch schon zwei Jahre her.. besser kann ein erstes Konzert garnicht sein, würd’ ich sagen

I even feel kind of silly for being writting to you, but whatever. I miss Charlie a little bit. I mean, I know it was for the best and I don’t want us to get back together. I also know he was a dick and I couldn’t stand one more minute by his side. We both know how sick of his childish actions I am. But that doesn’t change the fact that I miss him and I might even still love him. In one of my letters I told you that we can’t choose who to love, but I would choose Charlie if I could. Things are different now - Charlie is the last person on Earth I would choose to love. But this is proved not to be a matter of choice. I have nothing to do but wait. I know I need to be strong now, I can’t surrender to him because being with him hurts me much more than not being with him, and we all know that. But I still miss him, and that’s it. The sad and desperating moments I had with him are haunting me. That’s not easy, but you’ve never been through that; you can never know. I just really hope I can be infinite again - with or without him.

I honestly didn't mean to (I meant to throw it at his feet), but he hugged it anyway ^^;;

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