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I went to Infinite’s first American concert with my friends back on Nov 8th and it was awesome!

We weren’t front row like it was with the Bigbang concert, but we also didn’t have to wake up at 3am and wait in line all day long like we did for the Bigbang concert. It was all assigned seating, which made everyone act a bit more civilized during the concert. I’m kind of torn about this fact, as I actually kind of enjoy the insane craziness that comes with being in a mass of people that are excited about the same thing as you are, jumping and moving as one, BUT the more chill atmosphere fit this concert really well.

ANYWAY on to the point of this post:

We might not have been front row, but one of my friends and I still had REALLY good seats - right in the middle, and pretty close to the front. I’m a fairly new Infinite fan and had just recently “picked” Sungkyu as my bias (didn’t really have much say in the matter lol) and he did lots of singing right smack dab in the middle of the stage, right at my eye-level, so that was cool EXCEPT I COULD NOT LOOK AT ANYONE ELSE FOR THE ENTIRE SHOW. Like for real, I tried to watch others, but I just couldn’t. It was ridiculous. My eyes just kept finding him.

and then

AND THEN

AND THEN

During “Can U Smile” (I found a P E R F E C T fancam of this moment btw, I’ll post a link) Sungku was standing in the middle of the stage, right in front of me, waiting for his turn to sing. He looked in my direction, so I smiled and made a heart with my hands AND THEN THIS HAPPENED. The fancam is off to the side, but he was looking right at me and I just can’t even handle it. I can’t.

I straight up almost DIED right then and there you guys. Right then and there. For real real.