Jul 22, 2019
Everytime someone broke up with me, I had the same heavy feeling right before it happened. So I've always known. As much as obviously I wished it wouldn't happen.
And I have that same heavy feeling. The thing is tho I'm so conflicted. My love, he continues to tell me he is going to love me forever and that won't change. But there's been so much shit lately. And I've been so insecure and sensitive. I'm just really scared that he's gonna think it's too much to handle and change his mind. But I've never wanted it to work so bad in my life.
