#11.28.18

Louis at an Anne-Marie concert | November 28, 2018

My demonsona! Just in case, I'm a minor so don't make sexual comments about my sona plz! Also, don't tag as demon girl!!!

“The night is drowsy and frowning,

I hear my thoughts aloud

In forms looming over dimly

Lit rooms hurling worlds at me.

It is incredibly close, the thoughts gallop

Confused I plunge into a sea of faceless

Names groaning, discerning the sorrowful

Language of half dead stagnant beings.

I see a flash of verses that I grab from my mind

They speak as a mirror speaks in reverse

Phrases I spill ink repeating my minds

Tongues to prove a sanity in the dark.

I am lone into the night,

I am breathing still as I write with

No gravity in my hands,

The words lulling the constellation

To sleep, one by one a poem is furiously

Got a heavy brain today, meaning I have big issues weighing down my thoughts and the “i don’t know how to approach this” or “should i even approach this” argument going on in my head.  Making it hard to focus BUT....

I have commissions with deadlines and that’s something concrete that I can approach.

So...happy music, happy thought inducing stuff while I work. The Monkees, The Muppets, Labyrinth, Jason Mraz etc.

I would welcome @ for happy stupid stuff, gifs, ask games go for it!

To do today is everything that I didn’t do yesterday because I had to get the Ugly Christmas Hat picture out of my head and onto paper lmao.  

Christmas commissions (finish 3 and plan 2) I finished one and planned 2

Read my TTGBN bang story-team check in on the 1st with @tobythewise

Mod stuff for @crowleybigbang and @spnholidayreverseminibang