Haven't done one of these in a little while... Well it's going to be a negative one or at least half conscious one. I'm so freaking tired...I actually fell asleep in the middle of doing my history notes. Now I'm in that "I just woke up" daze. I'm also a horrible procrastinator. I told myself I would finish my first set of notes on Tuesday and look at me now on Saturday night still working on the first half. I just can't do this...I still have one more set after and then tomato I should be studying for a roots quiz in APE...I can't freaking concentrate. Ugh, regrets regrets regrets. I just want to give up on life right now...well not exactly life but trying. There's too many great things about life right now but school and all the work that comes with it just isn't part of it... Ugh. Yeah...I just needed to let it out. I'm going to work for 2 hours straight and then I'll go to sleep. Don't expect to see me at church tomato...all the "too"s (too tired, too much hw, too stomach ache-y(from stress)) Ugh, yes! Whenever I've got too much to do I get stomach cramps and all I want to do is lie down but I can't because my stomach just doesn't want to. Maybe I'll just skip school Monday...my head hurts. Goodbye. *sigh* SK™

Hardwell's Essential Mix 11.24.12

Tie my hands and feet up And lay me on a track. Wave a hand goodbye As we begin to hear a clack. It wasn’t supposed to be like this But we never got a chance To attain what we had wanted Instead, you broke me like a branch. But I want what we once held to I want those feelings back. Now filled with unrequited love And a heart contained with cracks. I hear the train approaching. Bruises turn from blue to black. Just know that I have loved you All I’ve ever done is try and show you that.

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