#10w3d

10w3d

Class has started this week, and I am pretty nervous! I have to get used to doing reading assignments and discussion boards and homework. Eek! I have to remember to pace myself and not be a terrible procrastinator like back in undergrad.

I finally got my sleep in!!! I really needed it.

Anyways I weighed my self so far I have only gained 5lbs. But it’s been really hard for me to eat. Which sucks because I want to love eating lol and I haven’t been able to. Some days are better than others but I can’t complain. My back pain comes and goes but it’s hard when I have to stand for 8 hrs at work.

I told my husband that I was going to ask the doctor to give me a note to allow me to sit. I’m behind a desk and it’s very tiring.

Work sucked tonight. God, it was awful. I worked a six and a half hour shift, and after not having worked for about a week, I didn't really expect it to be that bad. Oh.. was I wrong. I felt so lightheaded I thought I was going to faint for pretty much all of my shift almost, and my back was hurting so much from standing for so long. Fatigue hit me like a train as it normally does, and as a result I was moving slower and didn't have as much energy and customers got frustrated. I now have a headache that really is bothering me so much, a sore back, and I'm just overall really emotional if you couldn't tell by this long post of me just complaining.

Even though I really don't feel good, I'm trying to stick to thinking that because I'm feeling like this - it means little peanut is doing okay. And all this discomfort, all this hurting is for my little one. It doesn't make the pain disappear, but it makes it.. I don't know. Worth it, I suppose.

I forgot to mention it in my previous post - the piece of furniture I was geeking over being the first addition to our room is a rocking chair. Somebody was curious, and I thought I'd just announce it here.