stop beating yourself up
hi! this is first year ange leaving you a reminder. i know you’re reading this bc you always come here when you feel like shit, so fucking read it.
stop being so mean to yourself. you’re trying your best. you’ve made mistakes. you’re trying to be better. you probably need therapy to feel 100% okay but that’s neither here nor there right now because you’re probably not able to get therapy rn so you’re stuck with me (unfortunately).
you’re not perfect! you’re not garbage. stop listening to that stupid voice. fuck that little voice. that little voice is that friend that you keep around because you’re comfortable with them but they do nothing but put you down. fuck that. you’re not going to be that. you’re aware that sometimes you can be like that but that doesn’t mean that you are always like that or intend to be like that.
just tell it to shut up for now and when you get therapy, you’ll learn how to nuke it right in the balls.
