Oct 2, 2025
what are you so afraid of?
#okay two things:#1. i'm gonna reblog this privately with an addition bc the public internet does not to see the list of things i'm afraid of rn sdljsd#secondly i know this is a venty moodboard but don't let that fool you i did actually have a lovely day today#and i am actively choosing to dwell on all of the sweet things that filled me up today instead of the brain fungi that wormed their way in#at the end#like no! just bc i got triggered and anxious and stuck in my brain doesn't mean that negates all the rest of the day that i#worked hard to enjoy!! anxiety doesn't get to take that from me! >:[#so i'm making this moodboard as a tangible place to put the anxieties so they don't grow through my brain anymore tonight#while also thanking God for my comfy dress & the weather & no migraine today & a video call with a friend & the ability to rest & care#for myself after yesterday <3#journal moodboards#10.01.25#elle moodboards#[dco]#weighted bones#among other things but those are the Main#noticed while washing dishes tonight that i'm anxious about work tomorrow bc i'm scared of another migraine. so that's . fun :pensiverat:#when i KNOW my migraines are worsened/exacerbated by anxiety. it's like. i get anxious about having a migraine and then anxious about the#fact i'm anxious about having a migraine thumbs uppp
