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I've been hella slackin on updating :\  and I've been meaning to post about this weekend for a while. 

Anyway, fri night, had like 2 40s and a few beers with the roomies and some other friends like ronnie and his house. Tracy and I went to sleep eventually. 

Sat: Woke up, packed and stuff, we had a house breakfast minus britney since her parents were here.  Eventually tracy left after breakfast to go scoop cynthia's half sisters car or something like that.  After I finished packing, I went to tracys because we were going to depart from there.  After departure, we finally made it to NOVA around 4ish?, stopped by her sister's place cause she had to drop off food and then we left, got chipotle, quick run to walmart for Tshirts for tracy and I. Then we hit the road to go to RFK Stadium, took forever for me to find the darn lot that everyone was in but eventually after driving in a few circles, found the spot and then parked, pre-gamed and then LIFE IN COLOR! It was quite fun, at first we were with everyone and then eventually we lost them so it was just tracy and I.  Eventually we got like drenched in paint at many points and at one point it started just stinging real bad and a little bit too much so tracy and I stepped out.  She wasn't feeling too well so we sat away from the crowd.  It was nice and fun! But at that point I was kind of tired so I'm glad we took a time out from the crowd, paint, and all that stuff. Eventually we went back in again and then it was the end of the night! Before I even knew it! It went by way too quickly.  After that, walked back to the lot, dried ourselves and we were on our way to drive ppl home and such.  We dropped off jennifer at her place as well as vivian but she came with us in the end as well cause she was catching a ride back to RVA. Pitstop at McDonalds before dropping them off and then we headed to Tracys.  Eventually got to shower and saw lief :D. But man, it felt so so great to be able to shower after that.  It was really fun and hopefully next year I can experience it again! Eventually called it a night and knocked out. 

"But do you want me to be with you today?" I asked. "Yes. Yes. Yes." he said.

I still remember the day you changed your plans, left every prior commitment just to spend time with me. I know I’m asking for too much, but you said that it’s not too much at all. That you felt the same way, wanting to see me and kill time even when you just finished your shift.

I still remember the games we played when we went to the arcade. The way you look as you see me dancing. The incessant noises we make as we played Time Crisis (which I played for the very first time) and House of the Dead. The mosquito bites I got. The smiles I see whenever we finish a level. The little things you do.

I still remember where we dined. We got number 88, a double infinity. We ate and talked for hours. Funny glances were thrown at us. But we didn’t care. We were touching each other’s laps and talk about life. I almost cried when we talked about death. That’s my greatest fear.

I still remember how you stared at me from time to time like I’m an intricate piece of art. Your eyes piercing through me. “Stop staring”, I said. But you didn’t listen, you stubborn kid. Which makes me love you more than everything.

I still remember how we debated on where to go and what to do next. I know you wanted to watch The Maze Runner, but I already saw it. I was itching to watch it again with you. But you said you don’t want me to spend money again. So we settled for another movie then. A horror movie like the first movie we’ve watched together.

I still remember how you held my hand when I get scared. How you kissed the back of my hands, giving me comfort. God, I swear I felt secured. I felt safe. You kissed my forehead and pulled me towards your shoulders. If you only knew how much I wanted to kiss you back that time.

I still remember how your eyes found their way towards my face in the glow of the cinema. “I’m memorizing your face”, you said. I want to scream. Not the scream because of fear. But I want to scream because you’re the only person who made me feel that way.

I still remember how you traced my lips with your fingers. And slowly, you kissed me. You kissed me again, and I kissed you back. Let me share you a little secret. You’re my first kiss inside the movie theater. You’ll always have that special place in my heart that no one can steal.

I still remember how I hugged you before going outside. Finding your hands, clasped to mine. Losing myself in the warmth of your embrace. And one last time, you kissed me twice again. I don’t ever want to go home. I don’t ever want that night to end.

I still remember these thing before I go to sleep. But I still remember that someone owns you already.