#09112006

Their was a man I loved deeply with all my heart and his heart is as pure as the sun on your face. When one discusses love at first sight, we had it. Our feelings for each other will live on to our last breath because nothing was more real than the love we made in each other. As life carried on, as seasons passed, we held each other under moonlit skies finding greatness in our peace. His touch is as gentle as the wind that carries my hair and as strong as the ground I tread on. Nothing can take away the moments that softened our hearts. He was my best friend and even though he isn't with me now and that it will never be the same, I know we love each other like the first day we kissed on the baseball fields in the crispness of fall air and a comforting moon. #09112006. Then I found love again, his heart was sad and his mind was torture. He showed me what it was to be held with conviction and loved like their was no tomorrows. We were such a mess but I felt young again. He showed me what true darkness felt like and I knew he saw me as his only hope, but he was lost and fathoms deep. Barely holding his head above water, I had to let go. If not for him, but for my own sanity. I think of his face and it makes me want to smile and cry at the same time. I'll never know if he is okay because it breaks the very core of our souls to remember the bond that penetrated our hearts. #03182015 #itgetsbetter #messageinabottle #awalktoremember #loveisamixtape