• woke up 6:30 because cousins parents are mean       • actually we planned to meet rest of fam at 9 at beach thats 2hrs away • got ready for day half awake • bought $56 worth of dunkin for the trip • nappied in car after pigging out on dunkin

• arrived at beach • saw fit runners along “boardwalk” area and was both envious and proud • also saw people i knew from school that graduated w me…I don’t think they knew who i was tho • put on shit ton of sunscreen on self • got in for free even tho you have to pay for ppl 16+       • perks of looking like a 12 year old • fam in front of us pissed because of colt of asians that is my fam • they moved (lol bitches) so we stole front spot so we had huge mass of asians • played @ beach • felt self conscious about bod • and fat • and unfit              • i dont want to be in shape (well i do but rather be fit)              • in shape means you look good w clothes on              • fit means you look good w/o clothes • went crabbing w fam • fun times • lost top diving into waves few times because #team no boob • left kinda early • w lobster face because got burnt

• drove to other cousins house (45min away) • nap nap • arrived • waited for shower because 30 people but only 2 showers • ate good eats (aunt is caterer) • played call of duty + halo but had to switch out a lot because only 3 remotes