#08.12.19

Niall dropped a song yesterday as well, which I thought was really good, I like Niall's song a lot. And his piano playing in them is amazing as well. I watched the video he's done, it's good.

On the one hand I'm like, bitch fuck the binary I'm just gonna be ME who cares about things like boy or girl I can be both and neither and anything else if I want to I'm glad if I confuse people

Okay. Something happened that I can't believe and no one- like, I think half of my followers didn't believe that it happened. It's rabbit themed, we're on the rabbit theme. Okay. So, here's the thing. The other day - what day was it? - December 3rd. I had a twitchy nose. It happens hardly ever. But my nose was just doing this [mimics nose twitching] all day. On its own. I don't know if it was a nervous thing, I don't know if is was stress - I don't think I was stressed. I don't know if I'd slept on my nose, like, face down on the mattress or something. All day my nose was twitching. So, at 5.22 PM I tweeted: 'My nose has been twitching all day. Either I’ve got a rare nose disease or I’m finally transforming into a rabbit.' And I just tweeted that, not thinking about it really. It was a funny tweet about my strange nose condition, which has stopped by the way. Anyway, that was fine. Everything was okay. Until someone let me know that in 2015, I had tweeted: 'My nostril keeps twitching! I'm either  transforming into a rabbit or I have a nose disease'. Now, that's strange but I kind of get that because the human brain is a funny thing. There's somewhere in the back of my brain that that joke could have been waiting because I had written it before. So my brain was like, I don't have to think of a joke for that because I've already got one. Because it's there, it's in my subconscious. That makes sense. The thing that doesn't make sense and the thing that freaked me out and was almost unbelievable but it happened, is that I tweeted that on the 3rd of December 2015. The exact same day of the year. What's happening? Am I living in the Matrix? Is something happening? Is the X-files happening? I don't know. But then we looked at the time and it was five minutes apart! So - how many years? - 3 years before, I tweeted the same thing, on the same date, at the same hour and almost the same minute and on that same day I had the same twitchy nose thing, which hardly ever happens. As far as coincidences go, I feel like that is one of the biggest coincidences that's ever happened to me. I don't understand why it happened but I'm slightly scared by the universe now. ... It was 4 years. I can do math. ... Maybe in four years again, my nose will start twitching and we know that the cycle is complete. I know some people don't believe me but I promise that I didn't plan it and it has just happened. I don't know how it happened but it scared me. So I guess I'm either psychic, there's some kind of nose-related prophecy that's about to happen, or it's just a coincidence and that's a weird thing about humanity. I don't know. ... I know! I'm scared for my nose on that day [3rd of December 2023]. Maybe it's just going to fall off. Maybe I'll just wake up and it will not be there anymore. I'll just be a noseless person.