#08.06.16

holy shit do i miss kissing you

Could be body memories, repressed memories, or the atmosphere of the dreams’ contents that makes me have nightmares. Feeling ashamed and upset. Don’t cry, Charlie, don’t cry. Headache. T wanted me to read notes on dreams out aloud. I said ‘No’, then they smiled and said ‘Good. You’re stating your opinion/boundaries.’ After reading T got up and said ‘I have to think.’ T also said they’d talk to someone else about what I told them, anonymous but still. Glad I didn’t tell about the stories I made up around 8/9/10ish yet. T suggested to keep attending sessions and that they’re impressed I didn’t quit and insisted on working through dissociative issues.