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i want a life. i want to be smart. i want to do my own homeworks and seatworks and other things the school requires. i want to laugh, a real laugh. i want to help the less fortunate, donate to charities for my 18th birthday. i want friends, real ones. i want someone to talk to, everyfuckingtime. i want a family who understands. i want to drink. i want to spend the night watching the stars until the sun rises. i want to drive anywhere not caring where i'll end up. i want to have somebody. i want a dog who talks. i want to paint. i want to be fucking good. i want to want learning. i want to be like everyone else. i want nice clothes. i want love. i want to go somewhere high with sea clouds around me. i want to feel peace. i want to live. i want to go back in time and feel what it would be not to have anything but a happy childhood and happy people. i want to have time for myself. i want to talk to strangers. i want to know their stories, good or bad. i want to know what it feels like to be in the verge of dying. i want to see a glimpse of my past. i want to see a glimpse if i really was happy back then. i want my own house. i want it to have my artworks on the walls. i want a simple life. i want a simple family. i want a good kid. i want to have a good partner. i want to give them everything that will make them happier. i want to be active on charities, as long as i can afford it. i want to teach my kids about the good. i want to teach them that there is no thing as girls' chores or boys' chores. i want them to respect everyone. i want them to be a part of the society. i want them to find themselves and accept whatever or whoever they wanna be. i want to cook my husband a good meal after a tiring day of work. i want my dogs to come to me when i open the door after a long day at my own firm. i want to visit my parents every weekend. i want to be with them until their last days. i want to be the person who i want to be, who i really want to be. i want to find myself. i want to give myself a rest day. i want to have a family day with my kids and partner every sunday, not thinking about work. i want to ask my kids everytime if they're okay and remind them that it's okay not to be okay. i want my kids to have dreams and support them. i want them to have compassion. i want them to treat me like their bestfriend. i want them to tell me everything and not to keep secrets. i want them to have a childhood i never had and a life full of happiness and opportunities and open doors. i want them to grow up, have a life, be hurt, learn, and eventually get better. i want to achieve everything i want. i want to sip my coffee as i think of how beautiful the world was. i want to close my eyes as i feel the cold breeze of air and the smell of plants that surround me. i want to have all of these. i want a life. i want love. i want to live. i want to see everything the world has to offer.