Jul 15
don't take the darkness to the grave (i know pain is just a place where the will has been broken)
new job! roommates & a home! a life party! a whirlwind week & a whirlwind month ahead & prayers finally answered & nervousness for the future but joy running like sturdy roots underneath it all! you are alive! you are alive! you are alive!!!
maybe the fear just means i'm alive (maybe i'll fall, but what if i fly?)
#journal moodboards#elle moodboards#07.15.26#i accepted the job!!! very very nervous about being a preschool teacher again but God goes before & behind & beside me!#AND I THINK I HAVE A HOUSE!!!!#it's not FULLY fully fully confirmed but we're baaasically there#the thought of moving in and having a HOME again finally since february made me cry from joy#also it's summer!!! SEASONAL DEPRESSION IS GONE#sure i'm still stressed & there's still anxiety & some reeeally big interelational questions i have no clue the answers to#but i can feel stable underneath it all#it's wiild feeling Okay#i never ever ever wanna take it for granted#and i'm gonna celebrate Being Alive with friends later this month <333#thank you so much everyone who's been praying for me i love you all so much mwah <33
