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Waking up to those beautiful eyes that are not yet conscious of the outside world. Considering I always wake up before you. Falling asleep with your arms around my waist. Considering you say I’m the only one you enjoy cuddling with as you drift into your sub-conscience. Aimlessly driving around, singing our lungs out. Considering you’re the only one I can comfortably do that with. Disputes over the little things. Considering we both care so much. Your good morning kisses. Considering they wake me up faster than coffee ever could. Your good night kisses. Considering they make me sleep easier than any pill ever could. Telling me you love me. Considering I never long to hear those words from anyone else.

Babe kept calling me while playing MW2, and I was getting mad cause he was ignoring me, lol. Then we actually like stayed on the phone around 10, then got on webcam around 11. We both were getting pretty tired, so we just layed on the couched, he was watching spiderman and I was just on tumblr/webcamming. Lol, whenever he'd turn I'd lip sing a song and move my arms like as if I was really singing to him. Then he'd look at the screen and I'd stop. Lol, I kept making faces at him too be more specific, I kept sticking my tongue out, kissy faces, and going cross eyed. Haha, we tried to pull an all nighter but that didnt happen. We both were getting sleepy so we got off webcam and I went to my room. I was really just falling asleep and he kept asking me if I was sleeping and I was saying wut. Lol, and he kept telling me go to sleep but, I didnt want to because I wanted to keep talking to him. But I eventually slept. And I guess we stayed on the phone and I woke up around 6 because I heard some noises coming from my phone. -.- lol, he was awake too so we just said our byes and went back to sleep. Then he called at 10 and woke me up -.- lol, <3

P.S. I need to find a better time to blog my summer days because frankly, doing them late at night is too tiring for me.

Hehe, those summer dates. EXCITE. 

It was about Marian, Noel, and Julie... my home girls, my bitches, my pose & they died.  I just remember walking to school to find people staring at me, and i was all like, "wtf, are you staring at?" and then Katie and Morgan walked up to me showing me a newspaper with all of their faces on it and the headline was "SUDDEN DEATH, UC STUDENTS!" & i just started cry and cry and i couldnt walk and i was on my knees and i was bawling for days and i was repeating "NO NO NO NO NO!" and i couldnt keep my composer. Then hella randomly, one of those table-rolly-things went by with their bodies on them and the police showed them to me and i knew it was them from their bracelets i made all of them.  THEN, i woke up. & texted all of their asses:   "ARE YOU ALIVE?!"