#061016

So, I’m engaged. I guess I’m suppose to write about him? Lol

We met on POF 2 years ago, we were together a few weeks before I had to have emergency surgery to remove my appendix.. he stayed in the hospital with me and slept on the cold, hard hospital floor. When I woke up from surgery, he was there with a necklace. An anchor. I still, to this day, have not taken it off(except when we got into our wreck and I had my gallbladder taken out)

Well, I asked my parents if he could move in. And he did, that same week.

3 weeks later, we got into a wreck crossing over the road. And flipped, not sure how many times. The truck was totaled. Troy couldn’t stand. My arm was gashed open. I had glass everywhere, even in my hair, my boots. I had food all over me. Blood all over me. Before I got out, I was stuck upside down. Three of my fingers were stuck under the truck between the pavement. And you could smell gas. An 80 year old man helped Troy out, the whole time I’m screaming for him and he’s yelling to get me out. “I’m fine, get my girlfriend out”. I was starting to freak out, so I literally ripped my fingers out.. I felt nothing. I guess from the adrenaline. For weeks after, it was painful. I couldn’t move my fingers. As if that wasn’t bad enough, my dad got mad(because Troy said he wasn’t paying attention. He was. But he was tired.I really wish I would have drove) and said he couldn’t stay anymore. So I didn’t see him for three days. Then my dad finally talked to me, and said he didn’t want him here. So I said, okay, and the next day Troy came to get me and I left. We moved into his moms.

A month after the wreck, I had to have my gallbladder removed. And something got messed up with my work, so I lost my job. We were literally broke. He couldn’t work because his knee was fucked up and had to have his meniscus and ACL repaired. And then he got cleared, so he wen back to work.

We’re still together. My parents actually have an ok relationship with him. We live with my grandparents. We have a job. He still makes me just as happy as he did when I started talking to him on June 10th, 2016. He still gives me that same feeling.

He’s so sweet, so gentle and caring. He thinks I’m beautiful even when I don’t feel like it. He loves my body, which has made me love my body even more. He’s so hard working. And would do anything in the world for me.

I’m blessed. Happy. Excited for our future. Excited to marry him. Buy a home with him. Have children with him. And a bunch of dogs. I’m excited for Sunday morning brunch, while our children our watching cartoons. I’m excited for all the future laughs, smiles, kisses, hugs, and even The not so good, the arguments, the hard times. I’m excited to experience life with him. This crazy, scary life. With him by my side, I feel like I can do anything. That it is Us VS the world.

before i met troy, i hardly ever smiled, i had this negative outlook on life...

and now.. my god, i swear... i always smile. i actually look forward to waking to, especially next to him.