#04212016

i spent most of the night panicking after getting called out on my second job’s facebook group for not showing up to work tonight. even though i was cut last weekend for today and i technically know i was. but somehow it was missed. i don’t know. but i called and was like hi it’s lo and so and so cut me and then my asshole manager says something along the lines of that’s weird considering how light the coverage today and was sassy about it so then i got sassy and now i’m annoyed with how i was with him. but like i’ve never missed a shift. i’ve never even been late. i’m not randomly not coming and then saying a manager who’s above that one cut me like he’s not going to follow up on that. but like now i’m freaked that people saw the post on the facebook and think i’m a shit worker and also i’ve worked myself into a thing where i was actually wrong about it and i wasn’t cut and i lied or misunderstood even though the manager who cut me commented on the post on the group and said that she cut me but i’ve turned that into her agreeing with me because she doesn’t like the manager that posted it because i know for a fact she doesn’t so she’s taking my side. but like i know i was cut. i know i was. we had a huge conversation about it. but my heart is still racing and i’m just so annoyed. and like annoyed with how it was worded on the group? and i’ve always thought it was such bullshit we are publicly called out and now i’m even more annoyed about it. and i just feel sick and panicky. i just want to go to work tomorrow and know it’s okay but i don’t work until 6 tomorrow. i’m scared that somehow i’m in trouble.