#04.26.13

But this timeI just wanted to write about it and let go some of these feelings, anyway this is something that will happen to all of us, so it is just normal? But I wouldn't ever feel it in that way.

Since the funeral, to the cementery and till we burying them, it feels so unreal, you can't believe that you're right there, and this is happening, I'm still feeling it, even if I know that it's real and I won't see them anymore as I used to, I'll continue feeling like this is not real.

I cannot imagine what will I do when this happen again with family/people even closer to me, I just want to let go those thoughts, that depress me even more.